Is it over? But then, I really wish it wasn’t.

Listening to one of the game’s background tracks right now, and it is making me feel even more moody.

I’m really disappointed with myself. Would things have turned out better if we picked up the pace earlier? Would we have been able to solve everything?

Would things have turned out better if I had worked harder? Burning everything I had for those last few nights in a row – it really doesn’t matter.

I feel like I haven’t slept since Thursday morning, working all the way through till Friday morning, catching a nap in school, working through till Saturday morning, catching a nap on the car… Really just dozing off. And having been awake all day today. I don’t feel tired at the moment. Just empty.

I’m not graduating yet, since I need to retake Com Graphics in the October Term. And my FYP grades feel like they are balancing on a thin line. Supervisor says to be “cautiously optimistic”.

I wanted to make something I could be proud of for FYP. But I feel like there’s really nothing to be proud of right now.